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Tuesday, April 27, 2004! 6:48 AM bOoOo.. boring as usual.. had maths quiz.. did the last question wrongly..tsk.. bio.. mrs han called my name as belize woo.. pengz..then belize thought tt she calling her.. hee..;).. after sch..went 2 rivervale plaza wif jub.. tt gal ar..study wif her can die leh.. kept on making me.. anyhow touch.. dun tink u noe my weak point le..then u can take advantage ar./. hahahaha..i noe urs too./.:P.. study n study.. then got one gal thought tt jub like her.. pengz..then tt gal kept on looking at jub.. hahaha.. went hm.. studied my add maths.. tt's all..bye x i am whu i am_ +' Monday, April 26, 2004! 6:36 AM hi.. todae nuthing much.. had tea leaf egg..made my mdm hao.. so nice of her.. although nt very nice..but nt bad le..;) chem was quite bored.. dun realli understand.. bz toking 2 my partner..tsk.. blah blah blah.. geog.. ........... after sch went 2 cpp 2 study wif jub.. couldn't find a place 2 settle down.. haha..kept walking 2 kfc..then burgerking..blah.. finally settled at burger king.. tt jub did her upsize action again while ordering.. pengz..can't stop luffing.. the auntie seems 2 like her alot.. as usual lar..dun noe she got wat gd points.. everytime those cashier like her alot..pengz.. study n study.. went hm.. slpt 4 half an hr.. studied my maths quiz.. mum cooked sweet n sour pork.. YUMMY..my fav dish..;).. tt's all..bye.. Sunday, April 25, 2004! 8:20 AM is it jus a illusion? or is it............ no idea.. i need someone 2 tell me the answer.. i kept questioning myself.. but i can't gif myself an answer.. i kept tinking of it.. i can't get tt out of my life.. i can't tell anione.. am i tinking too much?.. HELP..i nv haf tis feeling b4.. i dun noe wat 2 do.. i am tinking of it everydae..every nite.. i am puzzled.. i dream of it last nite.. omg..it even appears in my dream.. god..pls get tt out of my mind.. i dun wan it 2 bother me animore.. pls get me back 2 the past.. .............................................................. .............................................................. Friday, April 23, 2004! 8:06 AM hey pple.. had a great dae todae.. got back my chem paper.. passed.. after sch.. find jub.. she ar..made me wait 4 her soo long.. cos she need 2 wait 4 everyone 2 pass up hw.. then after tt.. saw fy+qr.. fy ar..wah seh..she best.. she called us 2 stay in sch..then go art exhibition.. but we dun wan mah.. then tt fy kept on pulling me dun let me go.. tt jub also started pulling me.. wah seh.. my hand soo painful loh.. so no face leh.. then somemore got so mani pple at the canteen.. pengz..then me/jub went 2 mac.. ate..chatted..crapped..saw xt blah.. then we xchanged bags.. then she act as p..me act as bung.. hahaha..soo funni loh..she sound soo gal.. then me tok in a low voice..walk like a bung..hee.. sooo crapo loh.. went back 2 sch 4 the art exhibition.. walked around.. then me/jub/doris kept on touching each other tt thingy.. hahaha..wah seh..can die leh.. me/jub chasing each other at the hall..pengz.. then me/doris ganged up 2 made jub..wahahaha.. took pic wif 2c1'03 n p.g.. jub was the photographer.. haha..everyone blamed/teased her abt her poor technique.. pengz..nvm lar..;).. wx's art piece is so nice..luv it.. was soo shock..haha..:P.. then went hm wif jub.. started making each other again.. wah..todae can die leh.. tt thingy dun noe let jub/doris touch how mani times le.. pengz..especially jub ar.. running around the whole dae.. the memories will be kept 4eva n eva.. I LUV U PPLE..HAHA.. bye.. Thursday, April 22, 2004! 6:55 AM BOOoooOOoooOO.. i am soooo tired todae.. feeling soo sleepy during class.. nearly fall asleep.. stupid mrs han..always call me 2 answer question.. always aim me..sux leh.. everytime i feeling sleepy or going 2 slp le.. she will surely call me de.. tsk..tsk..hate her.. sometimes i jus dun realli like someone.. but sometimes tt person can be nice.. haiz..wat 2 do.. tt person is my fren.. mus accept her gd n bad points.. but i dun like the feeling of being make use.. dun wan 2 tok abt it le.. gtg..bye.. Wednesday, April 21, 2004! 7:05 AM hi.. i am feeling soo bored.. everydae cum back frm sch mus study n study.. n study..haiz.. wat a boring life i led.. exams jus sux.. spoil everything.. i mus enjoy myself after the suxy exams.. i mus shop until i die.. go out everydae.. buy lots of stuff.. TAIWAN..hahaha.. fy+qr going sarawak.. wah..cool wor.. tc man.. i wan 2 go too.. but soo dirty..eee.. then somemore me go taiwan.. yup..;) now..i slowly like chem le.. hahaha..pengz.. dun noe why also.. gtg le..bye.. study hard pple.. Monday, April 19, 2004! 6:43 AM hey.. GUESS WAT??.. i lose 1kg out of a sudden.. hahahahaha..soo happi.. eventhough me nv realli go on a diet..hee..:P.. sch nuthing much.. got back my a maths paper.. oh man..it sux.. blame myself 4 nt practising enough..:'(.. mid-yr exam is cuming.. haiz..sad case.. so far.. studied 2 and a half chpts of geog.. 2 chpts of chem..abit of lit.. haven even touch on my maths yet.. i mus do well 4 tis exam.. i dun wan 2 regret..haiz.. gtg le..byebye.. Sunday, April 18, 2004! 8:55 AM got it frm tracy's blog..hee..;) [ My name is]: bAlErIe [In the morning I am]: tIrEd..hUngRy.. [All I need is]: hmm..fReNsHiP+lOvE... [Love is]: sMt tt is hUrTfUl..bUt cAn bE sWeet at tImes.. [afraid of]: erm..CATS+dOgs..haha..:P [I dream about]: fOod..fReNs..iDols..sOme iMpOssIble stUff.(hee)... -H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .- [Pictured your crush naked?]: u r cRazY.. [Actually seen your crush naked]: MAD,. [Been in love]: hmm..hmm.. [Cried when someone died]:eRm..sO fAr nO clOse oNes dIe yEt leh..haha..wAit tIll sOmeOne dIe tHen i cAn aNsWeR u..haha..tsk..tsk..*touchwood.. -W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [Coke or Pepsi]: pEpSi.. [Flowers or candy]: bOth..kk..i nOe tt i am gReedy..:P [Tall or short]: tAll lar..wHo wAnna be sHoUt lOh???.. -W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [What do you notice first?]: appEaRaNce..hOw 2 see tt pErsOn's cHaRaCter wHen i see him/her.. [Last person u slow danced with]: eRm..I DUN NOE HOW 2 DANCE LAR..HAHA..:p -W H O- [Makes you laugh the most?]: jUbiNa..haha...sHe is gD at tt kInda of stUff..:P [Makes you smile]: eRm.. [Do you have a crush on someone?]: hmm..hmm.. [Has a crush on you?]: gHost?..haha..aLien? [Easiest to talk to]: eRm..yIru+jUb+.... -D O. Y O U. E V E R- [Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: i uSe to..haha..:P [Save Aol/aim conversations]: hahaha..oMg..uSe to..:P [Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: nOne? [Cried because of someone saying something to you]: eRm..tink so..:P -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [Been rejected]: nO wAe..nv tEll tt pErSon i .... b4.. [Used someone]: dUn tInk so.. [Been cheated on]: YEs..:'( [Done something you regret]: haha..eRm..sOmEhOw.. -W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [You talked to on the phone]: eRm./.cAn't rEmEmBer.. [Hugged]: 4gOtten le..:P [You instant messaged]: eRm..yIru? jUb?..4gotten too..hee.. [You laughed with]: yIru? -D O .Y O U- [Colour your hair]: hmm..sOmeHow.. [Ever get off the damn computer]: tInk so.. [Habla espanol]: wat is tt??? -D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [Smoke cigarettes]: nO..i hAte tHe sMell of it.. [Obsessive]: lOts.. [Could you live without the computer?]: haha..NO.. [How many peeps are on your buddy list?]: nV cOuNt lar..stupid..:p [What's your favourite food?]: eRm..cHiCkEn wIng..sWeet n sOur pOrk.. [What's your favourite fruit?]: wAtErmElOn+bAnAnA+aPPle... [Drink alcohol?]:sOmEhOw.. [Like watching sunrises or sunset]: sUnsEt..mOre rOmAntIc..:P [What hurts the most?]: lOts..fReNs..bLah..:X.. [Trust ppl?]: yUp..yIrU+jUb+dOrIs+p.g.. -N U M B E R- [Of times I have had my heart broken?]: haha..qUiTe aLot leh.. [Of hearts I have broken?]:erm??? [Of continents I have lived in?]: .... [Of drugs taken illegally?]: nAh..i am i innOcEnt pErSon..haha..:P [Of tight friends?]: hUh? [Of cd's that I own?]: lOts..eSpEcIallY jAy de..hee.. [Of scars on my body?]: eRm./.nV cOuNt.. [Of things in my past that I regret]: lOaDs.. Saturday, April 17, 2004! 11:31 AM changed my template.. pls comment on it..;).. 2.30am now le.. gtg le.. time 2 slp.. time 4 dreams.. bye.. Wednesday, April 14, 2004! 6:40 AM hey.. had english.. did review.. boring.. geog.. blah.. had pe.. ran 2.4.. timing--- 14.57.. ran wif wx.. 4gotten 2 bring my pe t-shirt.. ran wearing my sch u.. poor me..:P recess.. no strength 2 eat man.. had add maths test.. i tink i am going 2 fail tis time man.. tsk..*pray hard.. maths.. boring as usual.. chapel.. went 2 the ava threathe wif qihui+mich.goh.. we so crapo loh.. trying 2 drag the time in order 2 miss chin.. hahaha..:P.. EIA..did compre.. lunch... stayed back wif mich.foo+wx+qr.. study together.. yup..tt's all.. haiz..sis working night shift tonite.. i mean tonite+tml.. tsk..tsk.. i am rotting at hm.. sobx.. gtg..byebye.. x set me free_ +' Tuesday, April 13, 2004! 6:18 AM BOoOoOo.. sch..nuthing much... during pe.. help mich.goh 2 count her runs.. then some misunderstanding happened btw wx+meimei.. blah..blah.. had recess.. oh man..the last stall auntie sux loh.. dun wan 2 tok abt it le.. i jus wan 2 stress tt I ACCEPTABLE WT k.. wx ar..hahaha..dun luff ar..BOX got back lit paper.. haha..passed..18/25.. quite happi wif it.. maths.. got back maths paper.. hahaha..my mark so suxy.. but got pass lar.. dismissed... went 2 the library.. tt wx+meimei ar.. wah..chatted soo happily ar.. hahaha..gossip??hahaha..:P.. saw tt jub..anyhow sae tt i am her.... went 2 compasspoint wif jub.. she is CRAZY as usual.. thought tt we met ghost.. blah.. ate kfc..YUMMY.. tt auntie tt served us... seem 2 like us alot..haha.. shopped around.. went hm.. tt jub ar..anyhow touch me.. tsk..tsk..she tink she dun haf..haha.. slpt..studied my a maths test.. i am going 2 slp alone tonite.. my sis working night shift.. she going 2 spent her night at the hospital without slping.. hahaha..:P.. oh no..i am scared of dark.. shit.. can take tis chance 2 train myself nt 2 be scare of dark.. hahaha..pengz.. gtg..bye.. Friday, April 09, 2004! 7:05 AM hi.. todae is gd fridae.. hmm..all thanks 2 it man.. spend my day studying 4 my geog test.. tml going 2 town.. sundae very bz.. so onli left todae.. if todae no holidae.. i can jus die..fail my geog.. haha..;).. sooo bored.. so few pple online.. tsk..tsk.. rotting at hm now.. sis bz playing wif her dear digital cam.. the wae she take care of it ar.. wah..i can jus die.. she best man.. mid-yr exam is jus round the corner.. arrgg..i mus do well.. i mus luv bio/chem.. eventhough i hate it.. i mus try 2.. I LUV BIO/CHEM..pengz.. gtg le..byebye.. Tuesday, April 06, 2004! 6:49 AM hey pple.. i am in a gd mood todae..;).. todae sch nuthing much.. maths jus sux now.. hate it.. had rew.. quite funni.. sat wif tt doris.. she ar..tsk..tsk.. went 2 compasspoint wif jub+doris.. oh..we are jus crapping awae.. toking so loudly in the bus.. tt doris kept on touching jub.. hahaha..pengz leh.. then jub tried 2 pull out my hair.. doris tried 2 touch my......... hahahaha..they are CRAZY.. soo fun..haha.. ate mac.. saw jub's frens.. blah.. then me+doris poposely go 2 those girly shops.. haha..then jub jus stand outside wait 4 us.. hee..:P.. jub quite poor thing lar.. somehow her whole body is molested by doris le.. tsk..haha.. took bus80 wif jub.. crapped.. then she walked wif me 2 take bus82.. quite lame lar..cos i can jus take LRT then can reach hm le.. haha..ok..nvm.. went hm.. slpt.. studied my bio.. chatted wif jub.. then after a while.. chatted wif doris.. then chatted wif wx.. hahaha..slacking.. dun feel like studying..:P.. gtg le..bye.. Monday, April 05, 2004! 5:28 AM am i truely happy?.. i dun noe the answer.. i am hiding my feelings frm everyone.. including myself.. i can't express myself clearly.. i am scare 2 lose a frenship.. n everything.. until todae.. finally release everything out 2 a fren.. thanks fren.. u r realli great..;) i can onli truely express my feeling to 2 frens.. they shld noe whu they are.. i am so scare 2 tell my other frens my feeling.. i dun noe whether when they are happi nor sad.. i jus got 2 keep guessing.. although i am scare 2 lose a frenship.. but i am a human being too... i will get tired too.. always trying 2 make my frens luff.. maybe they will tink tt i am jus acting.. maybe they will tink tt i am trying 2 win popularity.. but to me.. popularity is useless.. i dun need tt in my life.. i was left out on tt particular dae.. i was real sad.. i thought tt i wun get left out wif her around.. but i was wrong.. she didn't noe tt i am sad..unhappi.. she thought tt i am happi.. nonono.. i am alone.. i am crying deep in my heart.. hope tt after u read tis.. u will noe whu u r.. i feel so useless.. all i haf is bad points.. nt even one gd point at all.. i am nt smart.. and..................... but when i am feeling so depressed.. there comes my fren.. i can't imagine my life without her.. pls..dun be sad animore.. promise me 2 stay happy k?.. it realli hurts.. i jus hate those pple who keep hurting u.. they are all freaks.. dun care abt them.. all u got 2 go is tt.. remember tt i will always be there 4 u no matter wat.. i wun leave u behide there.. alone sitting on the horse ride.. i will acompany u on the ride.. no matter how tired i am.. frens 4eva.. Sunday, April 04, 2004! 8:04 AM eLLO.. so long nv blog le.. jus had alpha camp.. wah..tt is totally great man.. changed my life.. jus luv it.. soo fun.. enjoyed myself.. had soo mani red mosquito bits loh.. biting me..so shuang ar.. hahaha..;).. bathed mani times at the camp.. feel so dirty.. had backach too.. kayaking..rockclimbing..campfire.. the best..;).. 1st time go 4 kayaking k.. somemore i am quite scare of water..haha.. partner wenxin.. challenged mich+amanda.. guess whu won.. do DUH..of course we all lar..haha..:P still got lots of stuff lar.. lazy 2 blog..hee.. feel tt thse sec3s are soo enthu now.. oh ya..luv the devotion too..soo fun.. .......... changed the template.. the pic..soo cute..hee..;).. gtg le..byebye..

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