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Tuesday, August 31, 2004! 6:43 PM HEY!!.. 2dae was a great+crazy day.. did e workout at e carpark.. those actions damn funni.. my class seems so enthu..especially e pple behide.. went 2 e hall 4 teacher's day celebration.. sat wif doris.. those presentations quite boring lar.. some were soo draggy.. wanna slp man.. we were bz spotting 4 pple on e stage.. dismiss..saw someone..omg.. she nv change at all..still soo cute.. we purposely walked pass her twice..HAHA.. after sch.. doris came 2 my house 2 get change.. she borrowed my sis's clothes(damn big)+my bag.. she wanna haf a make-over?..haha.. went 2 cine.. saw a ex pl-lite..doris faster went 2 e toilet.. n change back 2 her own clothing.. *tsktsk..interested in her ar?..hahaha..:P ate long john silver.. went 2 heeren.. we saw tis bung tt is REALLI damn cute.. cuter than all e bungs tt we had seen over there.. omg..we were sooo crazy over her.. we keep looking at her.. then she somehow looked at us too.. then we purposely walked 2 those places.. tt we can see her de.. doris even asked me whether i wanna her 2 ask tt bung 4 her no. hahahaha..she is crazy man.. we were soo reluntant 2 leave heeren.. anywae..we leave in e end eventhough we were realli very reluntant 2 leave.. hee.. :D.. we saw eillen chong n her stead outside heeren.. gosh..wheneva we go town.. we will definitely see them de loh.. dun noe why also.. went 2 far east.. shopped around.. saw a few pl-lites.. went 2 ps.. blah.. guess wat??.. we saw eilleen chong n her stead AGAIN at mac.. omg..omg.. wat is tis???..soo mani times le..*tsk.. went hm.. there is tis very gross uncle in e mrt.. he keep winking at us loh.. crazy leh..wanna box him up man.. tt's all.. had a realli great day man.. :D.. anywae..someone jus sux.. always play such a joke on pple.. i dun tink tt it is funni at all.. maybe she realli enjoy it alot.. mad!.. gtg..bye.. Monday, August 30, 2004! 6:18 PM hi.. tis morning was nt in a gd mood.. feeling upset over small little stuff.. guess me hafing depression..haha.. anywae.. felt sorry 2 hear abt e news abt fy's cat.. although i dun realli like cats.. but..jus feel sorry.. fy ar..cheer up k.. :) .. got back geog+chinese paper.. my geog marks sux.. chinese..still ok.. after sch went 2 heartland wif doris.. ate mac.. shopped around.. we saw someone damn cute.. walked everywhere also see her.. nt on purpose de lar..hee.. went 2 cpp cos we jus dun feel like going hm.. chatted abt loads of stuff.. saw 1 actress..can't remember her name.. quite chio..although she nv put make-up.. went hm.. anywae..wanna congratulate doris.. guess 2dae is her happiest day in her entrie life bah.. feel very happi 4 her too.. shows tt everything is worth waiting.. note 4 doris: jus do wateva u wanna..dun hesitate.. :).. tt's all.. gtg..bye.. :) Sunday, August 29, 2004! 3:30 PM hey.. todae no tuition.. went 2 rivervale mall wif sis 2 take away food.. bought kfc n yam pie.. went hm.. was sooo full.. packed my cupboard stuff.. i couldn't stand it animore.. it was sooo messy.. usually i jus throw all e ws n bks into e cupboard.. close it..then i wun see e mess le.. but 2dae dun noe why.. decided 2 clear everything up.. spent abt 3 hrs plus.. finally it is soo neat n nice now.. :).. anywae..jay's song ( qi li xiang).. is e no.1 song 4 93.3FM..UFM 1003.. n e sgp RIAS( top album) yeah..soo happy.. todae was quite bored.. restore everything frm e recycle bin.. opened n read all of them.. then i put it back 2 e recycle bin.. hahaha..guess me realli too bored le.. did all e stupid stuff.. anywae..gtg..bye.. Friday, August 27, 2004! 8:32 PM hey!.. 2dae was a nice day.. morning..hand in all e cyberwk stuff.. blah.. chinese was qutie funni.. mdm hao was nagging at us again.. went 2 e lab 4 cme..2 do e quiz.. anyhow do de..nearly everything put either nt sure or strongly disagree.. after sch.. went 2 mich.f's house 2 celebrate her belated b'dae.. ate cheese cake.. we gave her jay's latest cd n a card.. watched jus married.. then switched 2 ju-on.. tracy+wx+qr were soo funni.. wx+qr were soo scared.. they were hiding in a corner.. wx hugged a tweety bird while qr hugged a doramon.. tracy was e worst one.. she was screaming soo loudly.. at 1st she was acting cool.. then in e end..reach e so-called scary part.. she started 2 scream.. i was nt fightened by e movie but her.. omg..sooo funni..me+mich+fy luffed n luffed.. fy started 2 scare tracy..haha.. after tt..went hm.. i saw someone on e bus tt i VERY long nv see le.. omg..it had been such a long long time.. i didn't expect 2 see A ever again.. thought tt i'll nt see A again.. can't believe it.. at 1st i wasn't sure whether is it A or nt.. but i recognise tt A's hair n looks.. i was looking at A all e way.. cos A was sitting right infront of me.. hahahaha.. :D.. glad 2 see A again.. anywae..gtg..bye.. :D :D Thursday, August 26, 2004! 5:03 PM tis is song seung hun..cute rite?? omg..he is jus sooo cute.. tis is soo cool of him..dun u tink so??.. the main leads of summer scent.. :D.. Tuesday, August 24, 2004! 11:35 PM hAppy b'dAe 2 mIch!!! hey..todae is 240804.. wah..is mich's b'dae wor.. we will be celebrating wif her on fri.. belated b'dae?..hmm.. hope tt she haf a great day todae.. anywae.. 2dae is e 1st dae of cyberwk.. *tsk..nt going 2 sch on 24th-26th.. todae..spent my day staring at e screen.. woke up at 8.50!..so early.. my group members is ok lar.. but abit messy.. anywae..todae watched 2 cds of summer scent.. arrgg..it totally rox man.. i luv it soo much..luv tt main male lead.. sooooo gd-looking..im flying up 2 e sky..haha.. mus watch finish by tis wk.. went out 4 dinner wif my family.. shopped around..blah.. nth much.. gtg..byebye.. :) Sunday, August 22, 2004! 11:42 PM took tis frm wx's blog..hee.. What makes you happy? hmm..frEns+fOods Would you change yourself to make someone happy? yUp..sOmetImEs..dEpEnds whO is tt.. If you knew the truth was gonna hurt you would you still wanna hear it? dEfIntEly..at lEast i nOe e trUth.. Do long distance relationships work? mAybE.. How many people do you know that share your birthday? 4gOttEn.. Is there anyone that you would risk your life for? fAmIly mEmbErs..blAh Person that other people say you look like? nOne? What animal would you not want to be turned into? cAt!..i hAte cAts.. Favorite symbol on the keyboard? * Do you spend a lot of time on the computer? gUess sO.. Do you spend a lot of time on instant messaging? thInk sO.. Do you realize that most things are temporary? YES! How long has it been since you went to town? 2 wks? Do you like to write poetry? i cAn't.. Do you like to read poetry? nt intErEsted.. What is your favorite color of ink to write in? pInk/blAck/orAnge Would you rather write in pen or pencil? pEn.. How tall are you? vEry shOrt.. :X What is your favorite pet? nOne?.. Who is it you always talk to online? dOrIs..hOnOurEd? Do you like rain? yUp..fEels gd.. Do you think lightning is awesome? eRm..ok? Do you have glow-in-the-dark stars?: 2 smAll oNes..pAthEtIc?.. What do you think of the internet? grEat.. What do you think of Bill Gates? nO idEa.. What do you think of today's rap? ??? What was the last song you downloaded? cAn't rEmEmbEr.. Do you smoke/drink? nOpe..hAte smOkErs.. Do you blog? fOolIsh qUestIon.. Have you ever been in a life or death situation? dUn nOe? Who's the last person who wrote a testimonial to you? And who is he/she? dOrIs.. Life is? a cyCle..thErE is uPs n dOwns.. On a scale from 0 to 10, how happy are you?honestly? 4.. What are the things.. in your wallet? mOnEy..nEos..cArds..eAr-stIcks.. What's in your mind now? :X What do you want to do after this? wAtch tV.. Have you ever been in a jungle? dUn thInk sO.. Do you hate anyone? Who? dUn fAvOur.. d_ _ _ _ _ _...n mOre.. What do you want to say to yourself? gO on dIet..dUn eAt tOo mUch..u r gEttIng fAttEr n fAttEr..tAke a lOok in e mIrrOr! Have you ever loved someone so much you'd die for him/her? nOpe? Do you swear? sOmetImes.. Do you know your goals in life? yA.. Are you a hard worker? nO.. One thing you just can't live without? oXygEn/wAtEr/fOod/frEns/fAmIly mEmbErs..hAhA..mOrE thAn 1.. What time is it right now? 11.40pm.. What was the most expensive thing lastest thing you bought for someone?And who is he/she? cAn't rEmEmbEr.. Gen-X or Gen-Y (born in the year 1979 or later)? gEn-Y.. What's your Chinese astrology sign and the element? snAke.. What did you do yesterday? slAcked.. Friday, August 20, 2004! 8:30 PM hey.. todae had a great day.. stupid qihui nv cum..*tsktsk.. someone was soo irritating.. i jus dun like her.. she keep toking 2 me n my partner.. i jus ignore her.. all e lessons were boring.. went 2 e com lab during chinese.. shared com wif wx/mich.g.. e 1st com was spoil.. 2nd com i use..e mouse got problem.. soo unlucky.. then we settled on one.. after sch went 2 mich.g's house wif dawn/doris/wx/qihui 2 celebrate dawn's b'dae.. although her actual b'dae is on wed.. mich.g's dad came 2 fetch us.. then went 2 fetch qihui.. i was e one gifing direction.. n i caused them 2 took e wrong way..hee.. had a great time man.. ate loads of stuff..was soo full.. ate kfc.. watched one chinese horror movie vcd.. was quite stupid lar..nt very scary.. wx was so scared?..haha.. :P.. watched lotr.. had chocolate cake..tasted real gd.. took loads of pics.. some were damn lame ones.. all of us looked so retared..pengz.. e piggy soft-toy is soo cute.. when u pull e string behide..e nose n ears will move de.. luv it..sooo cute.. :D guess all of us had a realli great time.. a day tt i will remember.. :).. went hm wif doris.. i luv e weather..soo cooling.. then doris was saying tt it is so romantic walking under e rain.. pengz..tt's all.. gtg..bye.. :D Thursday, August 19, 2004! 10:31 PM hey.. tis month..so mani pple b'dae.. wan me 2 die man..haha.. tracy,mich foo,dawn.. tml celebrate dawn's b'dae.. next tue celebrate mich.f's b'dae.. anywae cyberwk cuming.. wah..looking 4ward 2 it.. i can slack at hm.. use e com all i wan.. dun haf 2 wake up so early animore.. i can slp at ani time.. watch all e nite shows n online until very late.. :).. todae pe is quite funni?.. mrs teo shouted at us.. cos we nv listen 2 her instrutions?.. i didn't even hear wat she sae.. did 50 pumping..ran 5 rounds around e track.. e way she scold pple is sooo funni loh.. wanna luff out loud..but cannot.. ever since e case abt mrs stubbins.. i still remember wat she said 2 me.. "wipe off tt smirk on ur face!".. i learnt 2 control myself..pengz.. back 2 mrs teo.. she tried so hard 2 shout..can see all e veins on her neck.. she even went out of tune while shouting.. scolded someone..n she actually called e wrong name.. she didn't even realise tt..shouted so loud somemore.. tis is e 1st time she shouted at us.. anywae..had chinese test.. quite terrible.. qihui nt cuming 2 sch tml!!!..arrgg.. cos she going wif her mum somewhere.. she going 2 leave me alone here..ARRGG.. but meeting her tml after sch.. todae damn slack.. nv do anithing.. anywae..gtg..bye.. Wednesday, August 18, 2004! 8:08 PM hey.. todae was a quite a nice day.. had bio test.. quite hard?.. add maths was ok.. e 2nd half lesson was taught by ms tan.. wah seh.. she damn chio leh.. *admired..haha.. someone in our class seems 2 crush her..pengz.. tracy+qr even asked me whether is it she very chio.. e answer is DUH!!..haha.. her hair is so nice..complexion so gd.. big eyes..so patient n nice.. got back lit test.. passed.. :).. suppose 2 haf eia.. but e whole class nt handling in todae..so nt doing too.. went 2 mac wif doris.. ate..studied chinese test.. crap until cannot crap.. luffing non-stop.. went 2 heartland.. shopped around.. went hm.. tt's all.. bye.. :).. Tuesday, August 17, 2004! 6:48 PM hi.. todae was a tiring day.. had add maths paper.. 2nd question i did wrongly.. im suppose 2 draw a straight-line graph.. guess wat??.. i drew a curve one..omg.. 4gotten abt it..arrgg.. hope tt i can pass..*pray hard.. todae lesson damn boring.. especially bio.. didn't even listen.. after sch.. had tingxie.. mdm hao was like trying 2 drag e time.. she kept calling us 2 do e content page 4 zuowen.. she jus dun wanna gif us tingxie 1st.. everyone were like pestering her 2 gif us tingxie.. then she changed topic.. sae tt she wanna watch those ghost festivate thingy..those listening thing.. she toked rubbish.. soo funni.. then at last she gave us.. blah.. went hm wif qihui.. studying bio test.. arrgg..got soo much 2 study loh.. dun tink i can finish.. gtg..bye.. :) Saturday, August 14, 2004! 12:24 AM hi.. todae was a boring n slacky day.. nth much.. slacked around.. nv realli study.. felt guilty..*tsk.. which means tt tml mus wake up early.. got 2 prepare stuff 4 tuition.. jus now read through some of my past entries.. starting frm march until now.. wah... had great times wif frens.. those memories were beautiful.. will treasure them more.. seems like last time im happier.. wat is wrong wif me?..*tsk.. i'll stay happy frm todae onwards.. live my life 2 e fullest like wat mich.f said.. :) gtg..bye.. Friday, August 13, 2004! 11:38 PM hey.. 2dae is in a pretty gd mood.. had chem test.. quite hard.. qihui gave us granolar bar.. tasted great.. somemore it is low fat.. :).. going 2 buy it n haf it everydae 4 recess.. blah blah.. after sch supposed 2 go out wif doris.. but geog cancelled le.. didn't manage 2 find her.. so went hm wif qihui+adeline.. watched some entertainment news.. got jay chou..arrgg.. doris called..she go everywhere finding me.. n i left..haha.. pai seh..hee.. went 2 heartland wif her.. took neo..nt bad.. shopped around.. ate mac.. wah..we saw one cute bung..pengz..a pl-lite.. :X took 113 wif her 2 sch.. cos she haf sec4 farewell.. went hm.. watched luv contract..(channel 54, 9pm) nt bad lar..i tink the following episodes r nicer.. tt's all.. nth matters animore 2 me now.. i haf tink it through le.. n i understand very well le.. it is jus a pile of lies... im jus a spare tyre.. tt's all abt it.. i shldn't worry or get unhappy over these.. it is over le.. there r many other things 2 do.. i shldn't waste my time on these.. when tt person dun even bother.. gtg..bye.. :) Thursday, August 12, 2004! 6:51 PM hi.. had a slacky day.. dun feel like doing anithing.. qihui gave us sweets n tibits frm japan.. cos her mum went there.. THANKS.. :) e sweet tasted very weird?.. i jus luv e casing of e sweet onli..pengz.. got back geog paper.. i failed!..expected.. went 2 com lab during eng.. we r supposed 2 research on mummies.. qihui was like soo frightened?.. when e period was over.. she keep imagining abt mummies.. pengz..e sight of her made me feel like luffing.. :p.. maths was super boring.. nearly fall asleep.. tt's all.. got 2 study my chem test le.. :) im left all alone in e cliff.. i've fallen in.. deep inside.. injured..wounded.. im running awae.. nt willing 2 face e reality.. e reality is so dark.. someday..i will walk out of tis darkness.. but now.. i can't.. memories r haunting me.. no one noes.. all i can do..is 2 run away frm all.. ''''everyone is heading off..why am i still at e start..nt moving?///--* Wednesday, August 11, 2004! 9:08 PM HAPPY B'DAE 2 TRACY!!! :D.. 110804..a very impt dae wor.. it is ms tracy kwok's b'dae..hee.. hope she like e small gift.. shall tok abt todae.. hmm..mich.g said tt i looked as if im in a gd mood.. ???..dun tink so.. i shld be happy cos it is tracy's b'dae!!..pengz.. blah.. got back eng/add maths/lit paper.. i passed.. happy wif my add maths result.. when i saw it..i nearly choke..pengz.. stupid doris called me 2 act out a show wif her.. tis is so crap.. somehow succeeded..i tried controlling myself nt 2 luff.. pengz..cos it is realli SUPER crap.. went 2 celebrate tracy's b'dae.. ate mac.. took neo.. enjoyed myself.. went hm.. studied geog.. i feel so stupid of my own act.. at tt pt of time..i dun noe how 2 response.. i told fren tt i will act in tis blah blah way.. but in e end i did nt.. gtg..bye.. ''''stupid me///--* ''''foolish///--* Tuesday, August 10, 2004! 3:22 PM listening 2--wo men de ai hi.. woke up at 9 plus by doris.. she came 2 my house early in e morning.. was sooo tired.. took some pics wif her.. went 2 compasspoint wif her.. ate kfc as usual.. :).. shopped around.. we saw koh mc..omg.. walked awae quickly.. cos doris wearing sch u..when there is no sch at all.. blah.. bought tracy's b'dae present.. ate yam pie..luv it.. went hm.. studying 4 my lit test tml..arrgg.. tml is a impt dae.. ;).. bye.. ''''haunting memories--* ''''let go--* Monday, August 09, 2004! 6:26 PM HAPPY NATIONAL DAY AND HAPPY B'DAE 2 XIAOTING! ////////// ////////// eelbirrtegnilefmi... uifwnyrgaebhdlsi... llataulemabundeillari...pgnikaesryllufhtututb... utrhelefusji... anepph2istxtcepeitnddi... odihdlsatw... rnefymsaurtraettllisianchrehtewoenundi... adrheyrveillarsiti... onoitulsneonilosiheretulytnerrc... uvdioa2sitt... elstrehofoikntatnciisthnettreho... ugte42iemtedeni... eerofbemieklvaeuidd?? lecapitsrfeniistttrasuiddhyw...vnufi?? egnilefymogniytur?? unfeyrvsitittikntuod... osotbudi... usgnireffsymndelsp... ltoauissmeillari... lalala~~..tis is so crap.. can u figure it out?.. if u can.. pls inform me.. then i will noe tt it is time 2 delete tis entry.. haha.. :).. Sunday, August 08, 2004! 11:35 PM hi.. todae nth much.. cancelled tuition.. slacked around..studied.. blah.. went 2 compasspoint wif my family.. ate kfc..yummy.. shopped around.. went hm.. to someone-- i noe my position now.. i noe tt u still luv someone... but im nt sure who is it.. if im rite..shld be C------ i noe tt it is e end le.. u dun haf 2 feel sorry.. i noe tt all along e one in ur heart is her.. end it.. i wun blame u.. lastly..all e best.. hope 2 hear u n her gd news.. :) Friday, August 06, 2004! 8:35 PM -sinked- my happy ending/// So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don't leave me hangin' In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be CHORUS You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending So much for my happy ending You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be CHORUS It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done CHORUS X 2 So much for my happy ending So much for my happy ending todae my mood is down n happy at e same time.. saw some stuff tt i dun wish 2 see.. shldn't look around too much next time.. onli doris noe.. she is always there 4 me when i need her.. THANKS FREN! todae had ndp celebration.. blah..nth much..quite boring.. qihui took 3 packets of orea.. she was so fancinated when she saw orea..pengz.. she seems as if she nv see b4 orea..:P.. went back hm 1st wif qihui 2 change.. both of us were bz listening 2 jay's cd.. luckily we brought discman along.. thus we didn't tok much.. cos at tt time my mood was rather down.. quickly get changed.. meet qihui/dawn at compasspoint.. walked all e way frm compasspoint 2 rivervall mall 2 meet mich.g.. went 2 mich.g's house.. qihui bought her uncle's dog along.. omg..at 1st i was so scared of it.. then slowly..get used 2 it.. scott(dog) was so guai..nv bark at all.. unlike mich.g's dog(zoey).. zoey barked at me loads of times.. i was soooo scared..cried.. ordered pizza/drumlets.. watched the fellowship of e ring.. nt bad lar.. played ps2 wif qihui.. i was so lousy..*tsk.. scott was sooo cute..soo furry..soo guai.. like it alot although im scared of it.. mich.g was trying so hard 2 convince me tt zoey is very cute too.. haha..but i dun like it..:P.. went hm.. chatted wif doris on e fone.. everytime our mood is opp de.. me sad..she happy.. although my mood was down.. im still very happy 4 her..:D.. gtg..bye.. ''''senseless+sinked///--* ''''i dun exist///--* Wednesday, August 04, 2004! 9:15 PM hi.. quite alot of things happened tis few daes.. too much 2 be mention.. me/sis ok le.. received jay chou's cd despite e torn paper.. haven listen 2 e cd yet.. no time..*tsk.. i tried 2 be nice 2 someone tt i dun realli like.. cos i tink tt she is very poor thing?.. she no frens.. but it is very difficult.. went 2 j8 wif fy todae after sch.. we did smt bad 2 someone?.. i feel so mean.. ate tappayaki(dun noe how 2 spell).. yummy.. took neo..twice.. fy treated me..so nice of her.. THANKS FANGYING! :D.. blah.. felt e feeling of gaining n losing at e same time.. e feeling of gaining is gd.. e feeling of losing is so... we can't possibly gain all e time.. maybe i shld nt tink so much.. i shld jus concentrate on those pple tt r nice 2 me.. thus i dun haf 2 gif so much.. but i will tend 2 matter those pple tt i m losing more.. wat is tis.. arrgg.. anywae..gtg..bye.. ''''troubled///--* ''''missing ya///--*

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